'Where is the love'

PERFECT

2010-10-30T08:37:00.000-07:00

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wating my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

seventeen forever

2010-10-25T18:47:00.000-07:00

Bárbara ya son 17 años puta que pasa rapido el tiempo si ayer no más estabamos celebrando los 16 jaja, puta de verdad quiero que sepas que ere muy pero muy importante para mi, espero que tengas un hermoso pero hermoso día te lo mereces de verdad, gracias por todo pero por todo lo que me has ayudado y estar ahí con migo en las buenas y en las malas eso se agradece de verdad y no quiero que suene un cliché pero amigas como tú no hay, eres una persona que marca una vida, que da gusto estar con ella. Reirse, pelar a los flaites molestar a la gente no es muy dicvertido si no es contigo, tenemos nuestros códigos y nos reimos de weas que de verdad nosotros no más entendemos jaja, bueno estas cosas se dicen en estos momentos en lo que empiezas los 17 años ojalá sea un año perfecto, bueno y si no ahí voy a estar yo para que te acojas en mi en los momentos malos y te digo que no me aburro de que me hables y hables al contrario me encanta jaja, eso me dice que cinfias en mí, pucha bueno eso es FELIZ - CUMPLEAÑOS <3.

Te Amo Amiga <3

The theft

2010-10-23T20:27:00.000-07:00

He bends and he breaks
If he gives they will take away
His passion, his pain, his grace

He exhales,
A thousand black flowers explode
Into butterflies as they're away

Rip them out, take them,
Burn to coals as they crush and leave nothing
That resembles a soul of a man
See him numb, see him crushed (see him numb, see him crushed)
Rip them out, take them
Burn to coals as they crush and leave nothing
That resembles a soul of a man
Leave them numb, leave them crushed (leave them numb, leave them crushed)

Took the fire inside
One too many times
He's burning over and out now,
He flails
Up against the raging tides,
No more fights
Everything you ever wanted to see,
See it in his eyes
One more time, one more time

Climb down to test the waters,
My hands feel like they're rusting away, yeah, yeah, yeah,
So I'll pace around like a lamb before the slaughter
I'll stay here as long as you let me,
Decision's been made obvious so I will return
Where I started I'll stay here
When I'm finished I'll whither away